not connected

violent thoughts occupy me
betrayed by my own
we shared a life together
every night, every morn

and you left me hanging
staring into the abyss
the dreams we had together
witnessing that kiss

you made all my troubles vanish
gave me a world of opportunities
i can’t find a trace of yours now
no matter how much i pray the deities

i wish you’d come back now
for it is my only will
without you o my internet
how am i to netflix and chill