Sometimes, you know things will not go your way. No matter what you do… That doesn’t mean you get to give up!
Just keep going. Making up for lost time. And every time asking yourself – what if…
What if I paid attention to the constant motion of the clock? Would I still be here? Rambling nonsensical bullshit, shouting into the abyss?
It’s false, this feeling inside. A change so drastic, yet so predictable. A quantum of peace even if it’s an illusion. Why can’t I find it?
I don’t think this dreamworld is helping me as much as I’d like. Reality, for all its problems is far helpful in shaping a person than dreams. Not that there is anything wrong with dreaming, but reality matters more.
You can still wish you were Neo, though. That’s absolutely fine!
Confrontation is hard. You don’t want to come out looking like a jackass. However, you don’t want to let people walk all over you either. It’s important to speak up. But keep in mind that humility goes a long way. And humiliation is just going to find its way back to you if you use it on others for petty reasons.
At what point does something you love become a chore? At what point does something you hate becomes a choice?
i remembered to forget
the life i loved
for it reminded me
just dread and despair