Ever seen a train wreck? Two trains at a high speed, just colliding into each other. A split second and a wrong decision, that’s all it takes. My life seems a train wreck right now. No matter how much I try, the results are the same. I find myself looking at the smooth functioning adjoining tracks, reminding myself of my colossal fuck up. How can I get out of this cluster fuck is beyond me. I am left wondering of all the scenarios of what could’ve been. Only to be harshly brought back to reality.